Friday, November 6, 2009

Drains Out!

Well, this Tuesday was three weeks from my surgery and I've healed up great. I had an appointment Wednesday to follow up with the plastic surgeon and have my drains removed. They were absolutely the most uncomfortable part of the whole thing. Every time I moved, I could feel them pulling at the stitches in my side or causing irritation under the skin. It is amazing how something like those drains can wear on your energy and emotions. I had thought several times of snipping the stitches myself and pulling them out, but was afraid I'd chicken out.

My appointment was for 3:45. Joe and I walked into the surgery clinic at 3:35 and within just a couple of minutes were taken to an examining room. Dr. Hurst came in withing a couple of minutes, looked at my incisions, asked how I was doing, and said everything looked great. We'd get the drains out and I'd be on my way. I undressed and sat waiting, ready, on the examing table. Dr. Hurst told me to take a deep breath and hold it. I did, squeezed my eyes shut and whammo, he yanked the first drain out. Oh my gosh, oh my gosh! That really hurt! It felt like someone stabbed me with a knife. Egads! Two more to go. Ok. Deep breath and hold. OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH! THAT HURT! THAT REALLY HURT! I started to panic. How in the world was I going to get through a third drain being yanked? It was excruciating. I squeezed my eyes tighter, and gripped the table harder and waited for his instructions to take a breath and . . . nothing. I slowly peeked out and looked down. He had pulled the last two together! Oh, thank goodness!!!! This experience truly gave meaning to the saying that ignorance is bliss. If I had had any idea of how badly pulling those drains out was going to hurt, I know they'd have had to sedate me! Luckily, the relief from the discomfort the drains were causing was almost immediate. It felt so good to be able to move about and turn over in bed that night and each day since has been better. We were out of the clinic and back in our car by 3:45!

Everything else continues to go well. I'm scheduled to start my new chemo regimen this coming Wednesday and it should last twelve weeks. I'm starting to feel more energetic and am finally staying up past 7:oo in the evening. I have developed a bit of a cough and I have a lymph node in my left groin that is swollen right now, but it seems the consensus is to just watch for right now. I've learned that living with worry and fear are part of this disease. I'm working very hard at not letting them overwhelm me and detract from the joy of living each day.

School and life have been very busy and I haven't gotten together with my friends in a while. I miss you guys!

The three day walk is next weekend and Pam, Janaya, and Joe are getting geared up to participate. As a team, they raised over $10,000! I'm so proud of them and wish I could participate with them. Thank you very much to all of you who donated. You are all my everyday superheroes!

The walk starts at the park right here in Gilbert and the walkers will go right past my elementary school. I will be out there with my students cheering them all on. The kids in my class wrote letters that will be given out to the walkers next weekend and reading some of their sentiments brought me to tears. It is sad to know how many families have been effected by this disease.

Well, that is all.
Lots of love and hugs to each of you!


NP said...

WooHoo ~ finally those drains are OUT! I felt myself cringing as you were describing it and holding my breath waiting for the third one. That is one SMART Dr. Too bad he didn't have three hands huh? I'm sorry you were in the car for four hours and the Dr. office for 10 minutes ~ but it seems as if it was worth it since you are feeling so much better. I'm hoping I'll get the chance to cheer on Janaya, Joe and Pam on their big adventure next weekend. Love & hugs ~ Nancy

velvet brick said...

Yeee-haw!!! The drains are gone! I know those were just a BIG PAIN these past weeks...I'm so glad the good doc did the last two together...gosh, Martha...the way you described it...I had know idea it would be so painful coming OUT!! Sooooo glad that it's O-VAH! I know how eager you are to begin the new treatment and get going on it. You're doing fabulous and I'm sending prayers and good wishes to your camp of walkers!! Go Team Martha!! : )
Love you, dear friend. The 'margarita taxi' needs to fuel up for a run!

Cheela said...

I keep saying this when I comment, but you are amazing, Martha. I admire you so much and love you, too!!

N-Search of Peace! said...

I concur with everything that NP, Velvet Brick, and Cheela has written down here...

I would like to add; more love of mine to wrap you up in, to tell you that I so miss you so much, that I wish "I" was the one sitting on that table for you, that I miss our times at Nando's and with Joe, and that in my day, I have the knowing that your face brings me such joy and strength...

Till I can hug you...oh, and the Margarita Express DOES need to make a run!


Meags said...

You are an amazing woman. Thank you for all that you do. When I don't feel like doing something for the kiddos at school (like right now) I just think about how blessed I am to have you as my children's teacher and how you see each day as another opportunity not a burden. Your stregth carries me. I hope that I do the same for you as well. Please know that I am willing. I love you. Meags