Sorry for the delay in letting everyone know what we found out in Tucson. We had to stay overnight for testing. I'm also including a lot of medical information because I know some of you who read my blog have dealt with cancer yourselves.
Ok, everyone. If you're not sitting down yet, sit down now before reading on. Tucson went wonderfully! Both of the doctors we saw said they were completely sure I do NOT have inflammatory breast cancer! I do have locally advanced breast cancer which just means that the cancer from the breast has spread to the local lymph nodes. You can't even imagine the shock Pam, Joe, and I felt as we sat listening to the doctors!
The first doctor we met with was the surgical oncologist, Dr. Lang. She is the one my sister found out about on the Internet. She did a year fellowship at the Inflammatory Breast Cancer Center at M.D. Anderson in Houston. This center deals with IBC patients from all over the United States and the world. They've been open since 2006 and have seen over 200 IBC patients. She saw a lot of IBC during her time there and she says that is definitely not what I have. When we saw Dr. Livingston, the medical oncologist in the afternoon, he said he definitely agreed.
So, how did the Mayo clinic give me the wrong diagnosis? That was a big question that came right away into our minds. They said my tumor is large, encompassing a lot of the breast,so especially before I had any chemo, the margins may have been hard for them to feel. Also, because it is large, it blocks circulation throughout the lymph system creating the swelling and breast enlargement that are typical of IBC. They also said because IBC is so rare, that doctors just don't see it very often and aren't familiar with it.
Ok, here's more good news. The five year survival rate for locally advanced cancer is as high as 75%!!! That's about double the 30 to 40% survival rate for IBC!!!
I should be singing and dancing around, but I think I'm still in shock. And, exhausted from two days of seeing doctors, being poked with needles, and having tests done.
Dr. Lang is amazing! She is in her young thirties. She is passionate about treating patients with IBC and advanced breast cancer. She spent over two hours with us the first day, doing her exam, explaining everything, and patiently answering all of our questions. She then came in at the end of our appointment with Dr. Livingston for about twenty to thirty more minutes, so they could talk with us together about what they'd talked about and my treatment plan. Then, today, she came back to the cancer center from the hospital between two surgeries so she could do a needle core biopsy. This is the same kind of biopsy I had done at the Mayo Clinic, but she and Dr. Livingston wanted to do another just to double check the results. The pathologist tests the cancer cells for things like estrogen and progesterone hormone responsiveness and a test called Her2. My initial biopsy said I was negative for all three of these. If I were positive, there are hormone therapies and a drug called Herceptin that would be used in my treatment. Being, triple negative means they can only treat me with chemotherapy. So, they just wanted to be absolutely positive before deciding what chemo drugs they will use.
Dr. Livingston, the medical oncologist, talked to us about what chemotherapy he has in mind assuming for now that my results will be the same. They are two cutting edge drugs called Abraxane and Avastin. The Abraxane is in the same family of drugs as the Taxotere Dr. Polowy added to my regimen four weeks ago, but the Taxotere is attached to some kind of solvent to get it into your tissues and has side effects related to that. One being that they have to give you steroids, which have their own set of side effects, to prevent allergic reactions. The Abraxane is attached to a protein called albumin and so has less side effects and you don't have to have steroids with it. The Avastin is a drug that I think has only recently been approved for Her2 negative breast cancer patients and does something with blood vessel growth. I still have to research these more. I would get both of these once a week. What's a bit amazing to me is I had asked Dr. Polowy about once a week Taxotere because I had read about a study done that showed it was more effective than every two to three weeks and he said no, that was only for patients who had metastasis. I had also asked his nurse, he had left the room already, about Abraxane, and she said no they only used that as a second line drug. Dr. Lang told us Dr. Livingston is well known all over the United States and I felt so confident in what he was saying. He is an older gentleman who has been a medical oncologist for almost fifty years and he is still working on research and being at the forefront of breast cancer treatment. He was very kind and really seemed interested in me and what my thoughts and feelings were.
Today, I had a CT scan with contrast to again rule out metastasis and again, it was negative! It didn't even show any axillary or other lymph nodes. This doesn't mean the cancer isn't in the lymph nodes and both Dr. Lang and Dr. Livingston think it probably is, but at least it's not so overwhelming that it's showing up on the scans I've had done. We'll only definitely know once they've removed the lymph nodes during surgery and we get a pathology report. Hopefully by that time, even if there was cancer in them, it would have been eradicated by the chemotherapy.
Both doctors said we have a good chance of curing this. Dr. Lang said we have a big fight ahead of us, but the outlook is much more positive than if I did have IBC and Dr. Livingston said he is optimistic.
I go back next Friday for an ultrasound of my axilla (underarm). So far, nothing has show up on any of the tests they've done. The doctors think it has something to do with my lymph system and with the tumor and swelling putting pressure on the blood vessels. If they see lymph nodes when they do the scan, they will do a fine needle aspiration. I didn't ask, but I think this would enable them to do pathology for cancer cells. I will be getting a port put in which is a kind of permanent intravenous line so I don't have to keep getting stuck with needles all the time. And, I should be ready to start my new chemo regimen by the end of the month.
So, the three of us are exhausted! Between the emotions of moving Joey up to NAU, waiting to go to Tucson, going and hearing all the unbelievable news, and having all the testing done, it's been a long week. But, we are all so excited and feel that everyone's thoughts and prayers have helped lead us to the doctors that are going to be able to help us beat this. The doctors said if I respond well to the chemo and they can do the mastectomy and get what they call clean margins, I will be cured! The new key words we live for now are complete pathological response; a fancy way of saying cured. This is so much better than no evidence of disease which means we think we got it all for now, but it will probably show up again somewhere else in the future!
Sorry for going on and on. Our minds and emotions are just whirling!
Love you all tons!
Till next time,
Martha
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Wow Martha! I am so proud of you!! I have been reading your post and praying for you everyday. I am so excited to hear about the new findings. You are such an amazing women and ispiration for others. Keep up all your hard work and positive thoughts! We are praying for you here at Gilbert El. We miss seeing your smiley face everyday!
Love and Hugs,
Shannon Guarneri
PS. I am getting ready to cut my long red hair next week for Locks Of Love. Hopefully it will go to a wonderful friend like you!!!
I was literally on your blog about an hour ago hoping to find out some news. Carol called me as I was half asleep on the couch & told me the news, so I had to come & read it myself. I am just overwhelmed with joy for you & your family. That is just absolutely amazing! What exciting information and such hope to help you continue fighting. We love you!
Lori
OH MY GOSH!!! Martha,,,, between calling everyone and telling them that they will forgive me for calling so late and waking them up when I tell them this FANTASTIC news and weeping tears of joy and gratitude, I am DOING MY HAPPY DANCE OVER HERE!!!! I am sure you are all exhausted from this roller coaster ride...but what a wonderful view you now have from the top hill!! This is such great and wonderful news and YES!!!!! Not just treatable....
CUREABLE!!!!! I truly believe that prayers have been heard and answered.. you and your family were meant to be directed to these doctors and this news! I won't be able to sleep much tonight...this is just so exciting!!
You go, girl!! Love, hugs, prayers and ...
your 'nectar of the gods' is on me!!! : )))
xoxoxoxo
Carol
Oh Martha! What wonderful news! Carol just called, we are all beside ourselves with joy!
Take care, dear heart, hugs to you all.
Ruth
Dear Martha,
OH MY GOSH!!!! I AM THRILLED!!!! This is absolutely UNBELIEVABLE!!!!
I had a "gut feeling" that Tucson would provide good, positive answers for you!! But it is truly a MIRACLE that your findings are this AMAZING!!! THIS is do-able, Girlfriend!!!
I can't even begin to imagine the elation and the high cloud you, Joe, Pam, and your kiddos are on right now!!! GOOD FOR YOU!!! I'm so thrilled for all of you!!!
We are all still right here beside you as you travel this new path, Martha!!! It will be tough but the outlook is SO incredibly bright!!! You ARE going to be dancing and singing in no time at all!!!
Your new name in my book will be Martha the Miracle!!! Yahoo!!! WHAT a MIRACLE!!!
Lots of love and tons more prayers and positive thoughts, dear Friend!!
Dottie
Dear Martha: I posted my first comment on your blog (at "New Update") earlier this evening and have been hoping and praying that things were going well in Tucson...what an amazing turn around in your news and thoughts of the year ahead! It sounds so much more positive. I have heard in passing the chemo drugs you talk about but nothing about them...talk about cutting edge. You deserve the best after all you have been through.
love to you my bosom buddy!
Mary Monica
Martha:
That's the best news I've heard in years. I'm thrilled for you. I knew you were tough.
Jim
Roused out of slumber last evening, from a long day of, moment to moment prayer and wishes for our dear girlfriend Martha and her amazing family, our Carol is on the phone, telling me that you do not have IBC....you have breast cancer but this breast cancer is C-U-R-A-B-L-E!!....
Carol reads out loud to me, passages of your blog from the days events....Carol and I are puddles of love and immense gratitude...."I am calling Ruth she says, please Norma, call your sister".....I couldn't sleep very well and for all the right reasons!!
Kicking butt is what you did sweet friend and again, I am in such awe of you and in all that you are on this earth....I am so happy that we were all placed here at the same time...
Martha, you also have an amazing sister...sisters are the best ever!!!!
I love you sweetie...here's to the still battle that needs to be fought and to the family, friends, and smart medical people that are all rallied around you...
Can't wait to see you and hug on you...there should be a party going on!!
N-Peace
AMEN! I love you Martha and I'm doing a happy dance for you and all. Happy Birthday to Joey!! You are a blessing and have so many blessings.
Meags
Oh My Gosh!! This is just wonderful news! I can not tell you how happy I am for you. I am sure your emotions are just beyond what you thought possible.
I am just so happy for you and your family. You will beat this, and before you know it, it will be a distant memory.
You are missed so much, keep taking care of yourself, and know that we are here to do anything at all for you.
Lots of love and hugs!
You will continue to be in my prayers.
Jane
VERY GOOD NEWS!
We are very happy for you and your family. Stay tough.
Ron and Lonie Smith
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